Tuesday, 12 January 2016

Memories of Misery (II)


I left the place with heavy heart and was also tired because the big luggage I carried was a burden. No sooner had I made a slight move than someone in a ragged short sleeve and torn jean at a close distance waved that I should wait. I thought he was a beggar or one of the agbero boys who might want to give a clue on my lost book. He appeared empathic, thin and hunger-ridden like someone just released from the prison looking for assistance. I went back to see if I could find something for him, after all the area is the fortress for the beggars. I could remember my first day at the area together with my brother. On getting to the bridge down to the next road some Arabian young lads came to me, holding my cloth and begging to give them money. I, a good Samaritan could not hesitate to give them one hundred naira left with me on that previous day. I pitied those innocent young urchins- their future and safety from the gnashing teeth of sexual abuse by the motor park boys.

As we walked down a little bit, two old women –one of them deformed- had started praying and begging us for alms but I was cash-crunched. So I needed to snub them after casting sympathy on these poverty-ridden women whom the economic hardship and petrifying dearth had turned to mendicants across the street.  A brother whom we were going did not care as if he knew them but however warned me to be careful because men of the gangland did make use of begging opportunity to perpetrate their evil.

Saturday, 9 January 2016

Memories of Misery (Part I)

My grandmother was a staunch and strong believer who never believed anything could happen without the permit of God. When we were young, we would sit beside her while she told us many in-depth moralizing stories of the virtuous from the Scripture and famous fables.  As she would say, “this world is a journey for every soul to voyage. In anything you do, make sure you maintain perfect relationship with your Lord. He has your return.” We would listen with absolute earnestness while our hands were folded at the axis of our chest like someone engulfed by night wintriness, and our eye balls widely fixed on her lips as we sipped from her stream of religious and morality-coated wisdom.

We would maintain absolute silence and decorum under the heart-warming tutelage of moonlight. These legacies laid by her are what I built my faith and trust in God upon. And since I had grown up to see the world as a dungeon for the pious and an abode of luxury for  the cohorts of fiend, I always  assumed everything that happened to me as part of my destiny which had come to stay in the diary of my memory.